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I...







[There's a long pause here, where she fidgits with her hands and looks down at her knees, at her fingers and her fingernails, avoiding eye contact. This is painful to start even a few years removed from the original event - getting stronger every day, but still raw and oozing and wet under where it's scabbed over. Nothing's hurting right now, of course, but there are... these little flutters of sensation that could so easily become pain. Later. Soon. Once they start digging around.]

So. [She swallows.] How... exactly... did you want me to start?

Date: 2010-03-25 05:30 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
[Sits back and thinks for a moment.]

You have to understand... the situation here was really bad. Manji had been imprisoned for weeks, Isaku for a long while too. Doa and I had already fought our way through a lot... we even thought Isaku was really dead for a while. We were underground, and some of the explosions breached the moat walls, so freezing water was rushing in from every direction. And they turned this thing loose... he must have suffered terribly, but he was out of his mind by then, I think. He looked like a demon... these long limbs, longer than any regular human would have, that just sliced through the water, faster than any of us, and these long blades on his hands, a better reach than any of us, and. Um.

Even though they're immortal, they're not unkillable. If you cut off the head, it really takes them out, and there are other things... but anyway, the head is the fastest way. And this guy... his head and his neck... they were reinforced. So the one way we knew to take him out just... wouldn't work. The others fought and fought, and other guards were coming in, and I just tried to help, and it was all insane, and that creature was completely mindless. It just... was there to kill.

Date: 2010-03-30 03:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illusionist.livejournal.com
Sounds like a weapon if I ever heard of one. Or perhaps just a tool, an obstacle –– we've had many. They're like dogs. They're so simpleminded that when they suffer, they don't understand why they're suffering or why we let them. They just know they're in pain.

As unattractive in practice as it is in concept, if not more so, but as long as they don't have faces, I couldn't care less.

[he pauses]

They're better off dead anyway.

Date: 2010-03-31 01:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
That one was made as a weapon -

[She pauses.]

...Maybe by that point. You're probably right - better dead than... that. But that creature was a person, once. I can't forget that.

Date: 2010-03-31 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illusionist.livejournal.com
They were all people once, but there's no undoing a chemical reaction. Mercy won't change them back. Best just use them and dispose of them.

Date: 2010-03-31 01:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
It was disgusting. It's still disgusting. The whole thing.

There was no way around killing him. But the fact that that creature was made in the first place...

Date: 2010-03-31 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illusionist.livejournal.com
And yet, sometimes, sacrifices must be made for science.

Date: 2010-03-31 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
Was that really for science? Was that anything other than hubris?

Date: 2010-03-31 02:06 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illusionist.livejournal.com
You'd be a better judge of that than I am, but really, it can be an attempt to unlock the secrets of the world and hubristic at the same time.

Date: 2010-03-31 08:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
[A pause, just to look at him for a second.]

...What's curiosity without morality to guide it?
Edited Date: 2010-03-31 08:40 pm (UTC)

Date: 2010-03-31 09:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] illusionist.livejournal.com
[he almost laughs, surprisingly]

When the individual or board has power? A disaster waiting to happen.

Date: 2010-04-01 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] payback.livejournal.com
[...Looks at him another moment, and then glances down.]

...There are some other immortals that I would happily... well. You could do whatever you liked with them.

Not Manji. I've been apart from him way too long.

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