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[a long pause, here. and then she kind of coughs a bit.] - ah, it's working?

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...Um, yes... hello. [clears her throat.] This is Asano Rin. You can leave a message if you need.

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How bad?

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[She sits up a bit, lifting her eyes to glare at him a bit - not angry at him, exactly. Just, brimming a bit with misdirected, uncertain agitation.]

I never asked exactly what he did and he didn't tell me. I said I wanted them to leave me alone, and right after that, they did - they were still at school and everything.

Well, I'm not going back next year, and I asked him to take it off them because it was a stupid thing. It was stupid and selfish and something I should have dealt with in the first place, with my fists if I had to. And I'm not proud of myself for doing it. And he said he did, but... it took some arguing.

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Why, what was his reasonin'?

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He said he couldn't forgive someone who had made me suffer that much easily.

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Not really his decision to make, is it?

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Wouldn't you think? But it's like I said: he has a mind of his own. And we don't know everything that goes through it...

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I'd give a lot to know, even for a day. He wasn't even upset about Sasuke, for crissake!

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[She flops against him abruptly, closing her eyes and seeming to melt against him: exhausted.]

Do you think if I thought he could be trusted, all the way, really, that I wouldn't? I'm so tired... he can take care of pretty much anything. But even if you want to you shouldn't rely on anyone too much. No matter how trustworthy they are. Because you never know what can happen here... when everything can break apart. People disappear without a trace...

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[He holds her. For a minute he's silent, and then:]

I know what you mean. But . . . I trust Sirius with anythin'. Everythin'.

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He might disappear too. It might not be his choice, if he leaves you... I can't be angry with Sasuke that he's gone... I couldn't be angry if you disappeared... but it's true.

Anyway, Sasuke didn't even like Madara very much. I don't think they talked often. So maybe Madara doesn't mind since it's not as if they were very filial.

[She just lets him hold her, now.]

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It's still family.

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I know. But that lady said Sasuke just disappeared too.

Maybe Sasuke went home. Maybe Madara knows what's waiting for him there...

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You think he'd tell if we asked?

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It's worth a try. Should you, or should I?

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You, I think. You're closer to him.

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That's optimistic.

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It's realistic. I'll do it, if you want.

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... I don't know. I could try, I guess.

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You sure?

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I only find him really creepy on a sporadic basis, so...

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Oh, well, then.

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Don't be such a scaredy cat, he has been more than kind.

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Did you just call me a scaredy cat?

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You said he scared you sometimes.